Just woke up from a really weird dream... I guess i never really got this kind of dream before. I dreamt that jove had packed her stuff and was leaving. Dunno leaving for where just leaving. Like in the movies like that, take the train and dunno go where early in the morning. Then i ran over and stopped her. I didn't want her to leave. I told her, i would not let her leave me again. There was 1 time that she did the same thing, but she turned around and came back to me. If i did not stop her, i would probably have never been able to see her again. I told her i would not let her leave me again, that i could not leave without her. Then i told her that i would not let anything happen to her that i would take care of her... Then we sat down, and then i held her hands and was trying to comfort her... Then her ex came and a fight broke out. He stabbed her and blood came out. Then like in the movies, i ran forward tell him to leave her alone, if he wanted to take it out on anyone take it out on me. Then i got 3 stabs and i woke up. What a fucked up ending.

But i guess that this dream made me realise how much i care for her, and how much i love her... I guess i really cannot live without her. But if i have to, i guess i will.

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